Tuesday, 1 August 2017

05 NEGATIVITY//GOAWAAAY!!!

so I went to the museum for my sister's birthday! 


The last exhibition we went was a Dreamworks exhibition 2 years ago. It was like I was in disneyland but this time round not so much. I still enjoyed it though, partially the emotion I got from the artwork is caused by my personal negativity.

A couple of things happened lately and its been putting me down. All I'm trying to do right now is move forward but its just so bloody hard cause its so bloody personal and I hate that I put in so much effort in things like this when no one else gives a shit. somehow I keep making myself move forward, do work, watch Casey Neistat and just GO GO GO GO.

Even though nothing's really happening much but everything made me think a lot. Initially I didn't want to care cause it doesn't seems like anyone else is. but I realise how I'm still human but then I ended up concluding that I can care, just don't stop doing, don't stop moving forward and just slowly let the anger and negative emotions go.

It was because of all these minor incidents, it piled and rolled into a ball which made me reaaally negative and it affected other things like confidence and motivation. However, I have to keep reminding myself, I took so long to get back on my feet and had this motivation to keep going and keep doing and I'm not going to let things like this, things that people don't give a damn about, to put me down.

It is easier said than done but I'm working on it. I need to remind myself how strong I'm and thankful for everyone that actually care about my pitiful life.

I dont want to end off being all emotional and shit so

To be honest, I WAS verrry happy with it cause I see progression in my digital art style, but after I looking at it for so long, I feel I can still improved and I'm still finding out. I would love to post some inspirations but I'm not at home & I need to link and stuff sooo ahhh. Bye.

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