Monday, 18 September 2017
To get the negativity out of the way, I'm going to start with this.
Dealing with people has always been a problem for me. People come and go and I know I always have an issue with it. Dealing with it is definitely difficult but thinking that its better not to have people who treat you half-ass and be thankful for those who have been there and cared for you.
NOW the happy stuff :B
Lately, I have been focusing on health. I have been eating cleaner and running much more than I have ever done in the last 5 years or more. Drinking wise didn't go as plan but I have lots of progression which I'm happy about. It felt good to know I still have a certain level of discipline.
I had difficulty doing what I want to do and what I need to do for awhile due to the different places I stay at. Though there are limitations but I have been making plans and doing my best to make it work lately. For awhile all I have been doing is complain therefore I started making my plans according to what has happened. Not all of my plans will follow through but I evaluate and do my best to improve.
I had a rare chit chat with my mom at night and little gestures like this makes me realise how thankful I am for her. Even though she nags and has her flaws, her heart has always have the best interest for me no matter what.
Also, one of my dearest friend came back into my life and graduated lately and I'm so happy for her. She is probably one of the most positive influence I have in my life and i'm so glad she stuck around despite having our different lives.
One of the things that got me so pumped this week was, I DYED MY HAIR BLUE. It has been a dream of mine to get blue hair and to be honest, this wasn't my first time. However, this was the best results that I have had so I'm so thankful for my baby for helping me with this and loving me for who I'm.
Having ups and downs for an entire week made me realise how grateful and thankful I'm for everyone there and supporting me. It also made me realise how proud I'm of how far I have made it and continues to motivate and improve myself.